sometimes I wonder if getting involved with a complete jackass (whom you don’t realize is a jackass) is prerequisite to finding someone legitimately nice.

or maybe it’s just me, I don’t know.  in the same way I think you need to date somebody unbelievably stupid before you meet someone who can really level with you intellectually.  and maybe you need to have a why-the-hell-did-I-ever-do-that kind of fling before you start going out with someone long term, someone you’ll take things seriously and slowly with.  I’m not one for destiny or any kind of fatalism, but I do think there’s a sort of cosmic balance that the higher powers of the universe work to maintain.  and even if there isn’t, there’s no harm in having tried, well, everything.

these are just hazy thoughts that brew in my head at such ungodly hours as 12:15am.  good night/morning, tumblrverse.

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